I believe second chances should be the function of everyone's protocol in life. You should give second chances, if the person deserves them. I don't believe that someone that rapes children, kills someone for the way they are, or for what they happened to believe in.

It doesn't make sense to you I'm sure. I believe in people, that is a flaw that I possess that I'm not sure anyone else can understand. I do like to try and find the good in people, but sometimes it is hard to figure that out. Some people don't deserve a second chance at things, at life, at love. Then there are those that make a small mistake and are shunned for the rest of their lives for it.

Second chances are something earned, not freely given it seems in the world today, perhaps that is part of the reason that mnay people give up on life, because they aren't given that chance that they may rightly deserve.

Izabella Benton/Original Character: RENT/ 164 words

The rules were simple. Live among the humans, but never let them know you walk with them. Do not kill a mortal, it will only trace back to you and you will endanger the realm.

Do not involve yourself romantically with a mortal. You will set yourself up for disappointment and endandger the realm.

Do not let a human see your true form, you stand the risk of enchanting them and driving them mad.

Punishment for breaking these rules is death. DO not under any circumstance endanger the realm.

Izzie, has broken every single rule.

Izabella Benton/Original Character/91 words

Izzie had taken ever single precaution she could to ensure the safety of the realm. Of her people. She had always put them first. They never protected her as she had them. Constantly she had been pushed to the side and ignored.

When she had murdered that man, the one who threatened to take her family away, the fae had done nothing. They disiplined her in the only way they could considering she was their princess. They ripped her wings from her. To teach her a lesson.

She learned on that day not to put them before herself. They weren't willing to do it for her, so why should she do it for them?

If it starts with revenge, it will end in vengence. It will show you how well you can handle yourself in the end. It will end in a lot of things.

Perhaps some people could answer this better then myself. I haven't done anything revenge wise, unless you count killing a man who threatened to take my family away from me, I feel unable to answer this question truthfully and honestly....

No. Wait I can.Chase. He started out with a plan to get revenge on my father for treating me like he owned my life. Chase, was the object to make my father look like a fool at one of his fancy little parties. Revenge ended in love. At least for me, I used Chase to get under my father's skin, but a part of me just wouldn't let him go afterwards.

For me, that's how revenge ends. Love, marriage, and three children whom I couldn't imagine myself without.

Izabella Benton, Original Character, 157 words

Izabella Benton had one fear and one fear only right now. That Chase's disease would take him from her. That was something that she couldn't allow. It was something that she wouldn't allow. She would do whatever she possibly could to make sure it didn't. She feared that his time would come and she would lose him. She's come to realize that she could get past that, and that she wasn't going to lose him. Not if she had anything to say about it. Everything was right for the moment, and she should stop dwelling on the fact that she could lose him. Just because she could, didn't mean that she would. He would grow old to see his children graduate and have children of their own.

Even if it meant doing something sneaky. Faeries always get their way.

Izabella Benton ||Original Character ||150 words

When they took her wings, they thought that they could bend her to their will. They were sadly mistaken. They thought they could force her to choose this kingdom over her husband. Her children. The children she gave birth to.

Ripping them off slowly, they thought they would prove to her that she belonged there, not in the human world. All they did was allow her to show her strength against them. They caused her pain, but not once did she bow her head down. Not once did she cry out. She gritted her teeth and took it, defiance showing across her face. They thought they could break her, they were sadly mistaken. She'd never let them break her. She was unafraid of them. They had no control over her fate, over her mind.

All she did was smile at them, and then laugh. She was stronger then they could imagine. She was her own person.

Izabella Benton ||Original Character ||176 words

Name of Muse: Izabella Marcelli Benton
Fandom/Type of Muse (example – Star Wars/Original Character): Original Character
Link to muse profile page: http://farfella-bella.livejournal.com
Mun name, nickname or handle: Lithium
Best way to get a message to the mun: leave a message on the post
Do you use AIM or any other IM? Yes but I'm not giving it out.
One hundred words about the muse that everyone should know: Iz is a fae. A twisted fae in my head that combines a lot of the different folklore combined into one. She's also a princess of one of the kingdoms. The name is really unknown right now, we're still working on that. She is a wife and a mother. Her husband has AIDS. Her children are his by birth. She had twins. They also have a adopted son named Jacob whom Chase (her husband) took care of when they lived on the streets. Do I really need to do 100 words of her? i'm still trying to get her back in my head. She's refusing to really..stay there.
Prompt only, or available to roleplay? Yup, open for playing.
Posting tag: izabella benton
Link to memories or tag page showing RotM posts: http://farfella-bella.livejournal.com/tag/rotm (i'm working on adding her tags back in, like an idiot I accidnetly deleted some)

2. Pain is just nature's way of saying "Hey! You're alive!" ~ Ares (Hercules Legendary Journey/Xena Warrior Princess)

It hurt. It hurt worse then you can imagine. Getting your wings ripped off is not fun. But then again, I guess it makes you know you're alive. Least that's how the saying goes. It's still not fun though. I mean, I did what I thought was right. I was defending my husband, my life, our children. You think that the others would have respected that, instead they want to punish me. Well you know what I say to them? You can knock me down all you want. you can take my wings, you can take my crown. Hell, you can HAVE the crown. I don't want it. Gladly I will fork it over. The one thing you can't take from me is my dignity and my honor towards my family. Go ahead and put me in pain all you want. I'll just come back kicking and screaming, because I'm not giving into anything you want. I'm alive, I feel it, and I'll fight it with every last breathe I have in my body.

Izabella Benton // Original Character // 174 words

What person in your muse's life, either by canon or in roleplay, has most affected their personality in your writing of them?

Well ya see that's where this whole thing gets tricky. Izzy here has been silent going on almost 6 months. I guess she just didn't feel like talking after what happened to her. Not that I can completely blame her. My wings get ripped off me, and I'd probably be the same way she was. Her people are VICIOUS. okay back to the subject at and, given Iz here is a original character (with different aspects of fae all jumbled into her), she really didn't have any canon. She just threw herself out there and found a boy named Chase. So, if you want a technical thing the person that effected her most was him.

She was a good girl, then she decided to retaliate and Chase caught her eye. So she used him to piss daddy off. He tried pushing her away, and this fae was attached. Chase Benton wasn't getting away. She pushed right back and then bam. There they were together. They got married, had kids, and well the rest is so far history in the making. She's determined to save him from dying (he has AIDS). She will prevail one way or another. I'm sure of it. She's already killed for her family. What more can she do? I mean really. Come on. It's Chase this, chase that. Yada yada. Her life literally revolves around trying to save him.

Izabella Benton//Original Character//234 words

The fact of the matter was, the fae are supposed to be creatures that care for the well being of someone else, we're supposed to keep other people safe as long as it's within our power. The irony of this? I was punished for doing the exact same thing.

I fell in love with a human. His name is Chase. We had children together. Someone from his past threatened to take him from me. I didn't take kindly when he threatened the children. And therefore, when Chase held a charity event, and this son of a bitch came around, a darker part of me took over. The part we're taught to ignore. The part that should never allowed to come forth. That night however, it did. I killed him. And I broke the supposed veil.

What happened to me? They took my wings, they cut them and said that it was punishment. But the whole time I was doing what they wanted me to do. I was protecting the lives of a innocent. It's funny how even the creature that I am can hold some irony to our beliefs and standards.

What have I done? I broke the veil, I'm sorry. So sorry. I was protecting my family, you can't punish me for that. You can't. You'd do the same if you were the one. I've sinned, done wrong, I know this. You don't know what happened, I'm not even sure I know what happened. A darker part of myself took over, my being was something I didn't notice, not something that I'm used to. Not something that I can possibly truely be. I hope to God I never have to see it again. My family was threatened, my son, my husband, my babies were threatened! Consider it a sin if you must, tell me what I did was wrong. Take my wings, take my title, but you can not take my spirit. And you can not take my family. I won't allow it.


Izobella Marcelli Benton
OC
153 words

and don't feel like prompt writing. I don't know if it's just me, but the mere mention that Jonathan Rhys Meyers is going to be playing Branwell Bronte in Bronte is absolutely making me feel like. utterly giddy. I can't describe it in any way but that. And also the fact that he is playing King Henry in the Tudors? I'm thankful I have a few connections and shall not miss that. I think I would be very...heartbroken if that was the case. That girl playing Anne is absolutely Breathtaking.


It's quite bad that my mun had t pick Anne up in Museplayground. She couldn't resist. I think it's quite endearing...wait..could the muse (myself) write another muse..but say its through the mun? lol

Really..that..skank...held no flame to my natural beauty. So therefore, I have another look. Isn't it pretty? My mun stayed up just to make the header. And find the icons .Im a slavedriver I know. But...doesn't this suit me so much better?

I have a new journal look and everything. Isn't it pretty? I've also changed my mask so to speak. So....yes. i'm back in full swing :)

We’re just following ancient history. If I strip for you will you strip for me?



ooc note: I took a different approach with this prompt. I took my muses own interpetation of the lyrics that she wanted to use to her advantage. She's cranky like that.

When I asked Chase if he loved me when I looked at the drugs in his hand, he said of course. When I asked him to tell me why he had that, what possessed him to buy them, he told me because it was a safety net. I believed him. I will always believe him. I know he wouldn't lie to me. I ask him to lay his feelings on the line and be honest, because that's what I am with him. I'm honest. I lay everything down on the line and all I ask is that he does the same. I'm following what's been in the past before with relationships, the ability to be honest with someone, the ability to love them and care for them unconditionally as long as they are truthful with me. Life isn't anything if you can't share feelings with one another. There's really no point in it is there?

Yes, Iz had taken the plunge and signed up in Sept when it opened. I'll be doing chapter by chapter stuff that will be posted here as well as crosslisted to my writing journal. Best thing is, i'm tying this into my 100 songs challenge I'm doing. Killing two birds with one stone. Don't like it? I'm sorry. But, frankly I don't care.

The basis of this novella is going to be random little journal entries, that peice together Izabella's childhood and teenage years. I got a few private request to get into her backlife, so yeah, this is how I'm doing it. *grins*

really i'm not usually this remotely bitchy, I'm just stressed, and tired and sick all rolled into one, so, pardon me.

My name is Isabella Georgina Marcelli Benton, I'm eighteen years of age, and married to the man called Chase Benton. Yes, that one. I'm sure many of you know him, and if you don't I'm rather amazed. Chase has made a lot of friends along the time he's been around doing these things. I myself preferred to stay on the sidelines. I have three beautiful children. Jacob, whom is a child that Chase had taken care of on the street. Then we have Aiden and Carolina who are our six month old twins.

I'm not a rather large talker on myself. Other then the fact that I know I killed a man, in cold blood. He threatened my family, and the other half of myself that I really never knew existed came into being. I am a Princess from the fae kingdom known as Arcadian. Yes, I have wings, and apparently I have a dark side to myself that was unknown until a fee weeks ago while defending my family. Do I like what I am? No, they already tried to take everything that I have grown to love away from me, and I have told them quite bluntly to take thier crown and stick it where the sun doesn't shine. I WILL give my crown up for the person I love, for my family.

I am a mother, I am a wife, I am a killer, and I am a fae. I'm not really bad, I have too much good in me, for hatred and anger can kill my kind. Unfortunately I must deal now with the aftermath that has happened due to my actions upon one man. It is a pleasure to meet you.

Izzy is a OC, Chase's better half. lol. I"m also their gf RL and live with them. iz is up for talking, she's talkative, and hates the fact that this is the first comm i've let her join that lets her write lol

1.Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

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It's a word that in society today has a double meaning to almost everything that surrounds you. You can be monogamous to your lover, which I really didn't see in my life. My father destroyed my family when I was young, therefore I really get to see the love between two people that could overcome all obstacles and stay together no matter the costs. My family was not this. My mother, she held out as long as she could with my father. She knew that he wasn't faithful, and she stayed by him until the end, through his lies and deceit. It broke her heart in the end. She stayed there through the pain, the abuse, the woman.

My father wasn't a monogamous man. My father had been at one time, in Italy. That was when him and my mother first met, and I was concieved. When I was five things started to fall downhill, and by the time I was eight, my family seperated. The courts had given me to my father, only because he bribed the judge with money, secretly paying him to sway his judgement. My father never knew the meaning of monogamy, or what it stood for. My mother however, by seeing her struggle through what she did, I knew that was what monogamy was. Staying faithful, trying to make things work between the two of you. It was something that I believed in, even if my father put me to the test sometimes.

When I met Chase Benton, he was just a boy to use to get out of going to a charity event with my father. He hesitated at first, but sucumbed. I was a bitch to him, kept trying to push him away, and he did the same to myself. We tried not to start to like each other. he succeeded where as I failed. I did start falling for him, through all of his faults, his fears, his lack of commitment. This was what my mother did, and therefore I tried to do the same. Eventually we came to meet eye to eye, and after that, we have struggled to maintain a life for our children and our son whom he adopted while on the streets.

Monogamy can have different meanings to different people. One could take the aspect that it's TWO people remaining committed to each other, while I see it as committment in any aspect. One person being faithful to someone else and trying to work through things. I don't see why people want to strain the meaning of the word, it doesn't make any sense.

Another use of the word that I find quite appropriate is when you are speaking about friends. You stick by your true friends no matter what. You don't leave them behind and you don't dump them off as soon as you have a fight with one another. You are TRUE to them. In the end, if you don't have friends, and you don't have your loved ones, what DO you have?

Izabella Marcelli
Original Character
518 words